Change of Heart

Hello again!

So I did some more thinking today and I realized that if I quit now that I will never know if I could actually reach my target weight!!  I am thinking that I am crazy for going on the maintanence plan now.  So I have decided to stay on this plan at least until the end of June and possibly complete the program (I hope) by the end of July.  It seems as though I probably won't reach my goal weight until August now for some reason so my short-term goal is jsut to get into the 140's.  A weight I haven't been at since I was a teenager!

So that's what I'm doing for June. I'm going to continue with the program and hopefully make it into the 140's by the end of this month! Unfortunately, there isn't anything I can do to speed up the weight loss so I'm just going to do the same things I've been doing.  However, at the end of June when I'm in the 140's, I will have less than 20 lbs to go and I can complete the rest myself with exercise and following the maintanence plan. 

Sorry for all my mind changes! It's just so hard to keep going on this strict diet---especially in the summer time when all I want to do is drink cool beverages (a.k.a. corona's and slurpees) and have summer bbq's! I guess these things will have to wait and I unfortunately, when I get into the 140's, I still won't be able to have these things...at least for quite awhile!

Thanks for being supportive and rooting me on!!!

Also, I forgot to mention that I bought a dress for my sister's wedding this month!  I cannot wait to wear it!  I bought it snug fitting so it should be perfect by the 26th of this month!